Sunday, January 23, 2011

Tamina Lee

You mean the world to me. I wouldn't know what to do with my life if I didn't have you in it to help me. You're my best friend and sister. I don't ever want to lose you and I am so sad that I'm leaving. I really don't want to but I know that I have to. It's going to help me so much. I know it looks like I'm running away and I probably am but I need to do this. I need to get away from him and get away from everything that reminds me of him. I can't do this anymore Tami. It's seriously killing me and I know that if I don't go I will do something stupid. I love you Tami and I always will. I wish I could tell you this all to your face but I find it incredibly hard to do that. I love you Tami and I never want you out of my life. You mean everything to me.

Saturday, January 22, 2011

Fuck You To Sir

Exactly what that says...do it. Please now. Right now. Or even better fuck off. Don't talk to me. Don't even think about me. Don't have anything to do with me. You're a cunt, a cheater and a liar and a drug fucked loser. I hope you have a miserable life and that by the time you realise what you have done it will be too late to make any changes. You will be alone and sad for the rest of your miserable life. I don't know what I see in you. You make me sick and severly disappointed. I despise people like you yet I'm still insanely drawn to you. I don't care what happens to you anymore. I don't think I can ever be your friend again if you are such a user. I don't believe you when you say you miss me. You only miss me for sex. Fuck you cunt. I hate you. I don't want anything to do with you. You broke my heart for the last time. I finaly was ready to open up to someone for the first time in ages and look what you did to me. You took my trust and shat all over it making it harder for me to trust anyone again. You took my heart and ripped to shreads when it finally was fixed. You took everything that meant anything to me and threw it away with the rubbish. You are a cunt and have destroyed me. Rot in hell you slag. Overdose you junkie. Why the fuck did I get involved with you? I hate liars. I hate cheaters. I hate users. I hate everything about you. You are a sweet talking prick who ruined me. Go die. Fuck off. I hate you.

Friday, January 21, 2011

So Yeah...

I'm rather quite glad that I am leaving.
I don't have to put up with your bullshit anymore and it will be quite easier to ignore you and not get sucked into you again.
I wont have such high hopes anymore despite the fact that they are already pretty fucking low.
This is that last time that you do this to me.
Pormise me something then ignore me and not let me know whats going on and then use some lame excuse.
I've have enough and I'm over it and I'm over you.
Why did I let you rule me for so long?
You're a sweet talking prick.
You fill me up with disappointment.
Don't even think of coming on Tuesday night if you promised me tonight.
Cunt.

Thursday, January 13, 2011

I Fucking Hate This Kid...


...but I still love him with all my heart no matter how much he keeps on hurting me.